xXgothicXlolitaXx

Attention Please!! I'm moving accounts! My new account is

I probably sent a not to all my friends/watchers but If I forgot anyone I hope you re-watch me again on my new account.
I'm going to keep this account Because I have over 150+ deviations and I'm really not in the mood to move them all and they are already submitted to groups.

So I really hope you catch up on my new account!
Have a nice day

~Lola

Hey..Umm I stopped going to deviantart, and I probably lost all my friends here ._.
But I'll get back here when school ends which is probably in the end of this month, so wish me luck..
Now I'll just answer some questionssss

1: What color(s) are you socks?
Not wearing socks now :$
2: What book are you currently reading?
Diary of a wimpy kid The ugly truth
3: What's the weather like right now?
Not so hot and not so cold, somewhere in the middle
4: What is your middle name?
I don't have one
5: Were you named after anyone?
my mom's friends I guess
6: Show a sample of your handwriting!
Nah
7: Do you play any instruments?
Used to play the violin, now I probably forgot how
8: What is your religion?
Islam
9: What was the last comic book you read?
I can't remember ..
10: Do you believe in love at first sight?
No
11: Sate 5 facts about yourself.
-I have black hair and brown eyes
-i love reading books, and quotes
-i wish to  be a good drawer like i used to be
-i fail at making new stuff
-I'd rather listen than talk, I hate talking and explaining stuff ._.
12: State 5 facts about your bestfriend.
I don't have a best friend
13: State 5 facts about your crush/boyfriend/girlfriend.
Too lazy to write about it
14: State 5 facts about your appearance.
-I have black hair, It's length is to my shoulders
-I have big brown eyes
- I'm 5'4 or 5'5 can't remember :$
- My wight is...
- I'm tan
15: State 5 facts about your hometown.
hahahahahahahah Nah.
16: Do you think you'd make a good parent?
I hope so
17: Would you ever consider adopting kids?
depends, and why not?
18: Would you ever get an abortion?
I don't think so..
19: What's a strange memory from your childhood?
I always remember that when I was about 5 I fell from a long stairs and I started crying..I don't know why but I always remember this
20: Do you think cheaters (in relationships) deserve a second chance?
No
21: Do you find the last person you texted attractive?
my brother? he's fine
22: Would you date the last person you texted?
lol of course not
23: How did you meet your boyfriend/girlfriend?
Don't have one
24: Name all of your siblings.
Ahmad /brother/ Bisan /sister/
25: Do you have a good relationship with your siblings?
umm..it's fine I guess, I keep my distance from them
26: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
it's okay I guess
27: What was the last cd you bought?
I don't buy Cds ..I can't really remember
28: Do you own any vinyl records?
no
29: How many songs do you have on your ipod/music device?
291 song
30: Turn on shuffle; what are the first 5 songs that come up?
-King for a day /PTV ft. Killen Quinn
-Crazy beautiful lie / kesha
-DATE DATE / sugar sugar rune
- If you can't hang / SWS
- One hundred sleepless nights/ PTV
31: Do you have/want any tattoos?
no
32: How many piercings do you have?
none
33: Can you sing?
lol no I have a funny voice :c
34: Do you consider yourself a good student?
I guess
35: What was the worst trouble you've ever gotten into?
Not saying r_r
36: What's a favorite movie someone else introduced you to?
Spirted Away
37: Do you know anyone your age who's had a kid already?
no
38: What is your heritage?
Whaaat?
39: Do you like where you live? Where would you move?
No, to the US
40: Do you like the sound of your voice?
Nah
41: How long is your hair?
to my shoulders
42: What was the last thing you drew?
drawing of two anime girls
43: Are you the type to make lists?
no
44: What's your morning routine like?
Wake up-get ready-fight with people- get into the bus- go to school -.-
45: Were you involved in sports in school?
NOOO I hate sports
46: Who is/was your favorite teacher?
I used to love my English teacher, she was very nice c:
47: Did you ever have to wear braces?
Yess, But now I put invisible ones
48: What are things you do when you're nervous?
listen to music
49: Do you like going out to eat?
yea
50: [Whatever you'd like to ask]
???

So yeah..It's been a long time since I came here :/ Nothing important..No feedback messages, I just missed some people's birthdays..
So I'm really trying to convince my parents to buy me 2 books, they are called "the fault in our stars" and "The perks of being a wallflower" Both are AMAZING books..So I really hope I get them :/
But in the same time I should stop reading books in English, and start reading some in Arabic. Because Arabic is SUPPOSED to be my main language, but I read English a lot More than I read Arabic, which is very bad because sometimes in Arabic Science I'm not remembering the words meaning in Arabic, and There are some words that I KNOW what they mean in English but I can't explain what do they mean in Arabic..And it's really embaerrassing when that happens in class because everyone would be looking at you and you're just like "Uh..Yea...Ummm".  Yup..Not that best position in life :/
And we have to right an essay, About Humanity and why our genaration is not a good one. Something I really want to write about but from my lack information in Arabic, I can't focus my thoughts..And I'm that kind of person who hates using a big dictionary, and my laptop doesn't have Arabic language xD I'm really bad at languages :/ Both Arabic and English
But anyways..can anyone help me with that essay? does anyone have any thoughts about the essay? I can try and translate them..? ._.'

Like seriously this song is perfection..

www.youtube.com/watch?v=71SvPu…


Stay for tonight
If you want to
I can show you
What my dreams are made of,
as I'm dreaming of your face
I've been away for a long time
Such a long time
And I miss you there
I can't imagine being anywhere else
I can't imagine being anywhere else but here


How the hell did you ever pick me?
Honestly, I could sing you a song
But I don't think words can express your beauty
It's singing to me
How the hell did we end up like this?
You bring out the beast in me
I fell in love from the moment we kissed
Since then we've been history


They say that love is forever
Your forever is all that I need
Please stay as long as you need
Can't promise that things won't be broken
But I swear that I will never leave
Please stay forever with me


It goes to show, I hope that you know that you are
What my dreams are made of
Can't fall asleep, can't fall asleep
I lay in my bed awake, in my bed awake at night
As I dream of you
I'll fall in love, you'll fall in love
It could mean everything, everything to me
I can't imagine being anywhere else


They say that love is forever
Your forever is all that I need
Please stay as long as you need
Can't promise that things won't be broken
But I swear that I will never leave
Please stay forever with me

The way that we are
It's the reason I stay
As long as you're here with me
I know we'll be Ok
The way that we are
It's the reason I stay
As long as you're here with me
I know I'll be Ok


They say that love is forever
Your forever is all that I need
Please stay as long as you need
Can't promise that things won't be broken
But I swear that I will never leave
Please stay forever with me

(I couldn't love just anyone, I was created to love just one baby)
They say that love is forever
Your forever is all that I need
(I couldn't love just anyone, I was created to love just one girl)
Please stay as long as you need

(I couldn't love just anyone, I was created to love just one baby)
Can't promise that things won't be broken
But I swear that I will never leave
(I couldn't love just anyone, I was created to love just one girl)
Please stay forever with me

1-How are you?
I'm okay
2-Post a picture of yourself.
Kay, No.
3-Do you ever wish you were someone else?
Always
4-What is your entire name?
I'm not telling you o_O
5-How old are you?
umm..I'm turning 14
6-Age you get mistaken for:
Nobody mistakes my age
7-Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality:
Aries
8-What did you do on your last birthday?
I went with my family to the mall.
9-What is one thing you would like to accomplish before your next birthday?
Hahahah...Tomorrow is my birthday..And the only thing I have accomplished is not killing myself lol.
10-What is your hair color?
Black
11-Have you ever dyed your hair?
Nope
12-What is your eye color?
Dark brown
13-If you could change your eye color, would you?
Yesssssssssss
14-Do you wear contacts/glasses?
Nope
18-Do you have any tattoos?
Nope
19-Do you have any piercings?
In my ears for earings
20-Left or right handed?
Righty
21-What's your sexual orientation?
Straight
22-Do you drink?
Noo
23-Do you smoke?
Nope, I hate smokes :/
24-Do you have any pets?
Nope but I'm trying to convince my parents to buy me a hamster!
25-Where do you work?
I DON'T WORK
26-Something you are working on right now:
Stop being depressed, and being more friendly.
27-Do you have any "rules" about food?
Yup
28-Where are you from?
From planet earth
29-What would you say is your best quality?
umm..listening to others? maybe..
30-What do you think you're really good at?
Sleeping and crying..
31-What do you think you're really bad at?
hahahahah everything
33-Are you a bad person?
Ummm..I don't know?
34-Are you nice to everyone?
I try
36-Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you?
Yess
37-What is your ideal bed? Why?
My bed :/ Cuz I'm comfortable with it
38-Did you wake up cranky?
Yup A lot!
39-Do you sleep with a stuffed toy?
No
40-What do you think about the most?
Umm...Life? death? reasons why I'm alive? loneliness.
42-What you want to be when you "get older"?
A manga artist
43-What are your career goals?
To write things and draw story that MIGHT change the world (Hahah so big dreams ._.)
44-What is your ideal career?
A manga artist or  an author
45-Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
No, not at all!
46-Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
A lot
47-Have you ever had an imaginary friend?
No
48-Say 10 facts about your room:
Hahah No.
49-Do you have any phobias?
Yes
50-Have you ever been to a psychiatrist/therapist?
Nope, but I wish my parents took me to a therapist.
51-Are you allergic to anything? If so, what?
Peanuts and fur
52-Ever broken any bones?
nope
53-Ever come close to death?
Yes
60-Do you have a facebook? If so, would you add the person who sent you this?
Yes and no.
61-Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
Yes of course.
62-Describe yourself in one word/sentence:
   [nothing]
63-A quote you try to live by:
"Hey little fighter, soon things will be brighter"
64-A famous person you've been compared to:
No one
65-Weird things you do when you're alone:
Invent food..
66-Something you do without realising:
Idk?
68-Someone you'd like to be for a day and why:
I'm not sYING t^t
69-Leave me a compliment:
You're beautiful c:
Favorites

70-What is your favorite thing to do?
Sleep :/
71-What's your favorite color?
Purple, dark blue and black
73-What's your favorite movie?
Spirted away
74-What are your favorite books?
I have a lot..
75-What is your favorite quote and why?
"I'm sorry I'm always quiet, it's loud enough in my mind"
Because it relates to me.
76-What is your favorite word?
No.
77-What is your least favorite word?
cooked carrots.
78-What is your favorite type of food?
Chinese food.
79-You favorite ice cream?
Lemon, tropical and Cookie dough.
80-What's your favorite animal?
Pandas and penguins.
81-Dogs or cats?
Cats
82-Describe your favourite texture
umm..idk?
83-What is your favorite flower?
Roses
84-What's your favourite scent? And on the opposite sex?
Um..I really don't like "scents" but I guess the vanilla scent smells good?
85-What is your favorite season?
Winter
86-What are the top five places you wish you could go before you die?
America, Japan, China, Palastine, U.A.E and France
87-What are four things you can't live without and why?
My life doesn't stop for 4 things
88-Which mythological creature are you most like? Why?
Idk
89-What's your favorite television show?
I don't watch T.V
90-Favorite place to shop at?
O.V.S
91-Say 2 facts about your favorite things:
They make me feel way better
And I can release my emotions by it...

Friends

106-Would you ever smile at a stranger?
Umm Yea
107-Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
Girls
108-Who is someone you never tire of?
No one
109-Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
Sadly, No.
110-Who is your most loyal friend?
Haha  no one.
111-Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
Nope
112-If your best friend died, what would you do?
...I would cry?
113-Something you've lied about.
haha a lot of stuff
114-Have you ever felt replaced?
LIKE ALL MY LIFE?
115-Say 5 facts about your bestfriend(s):
I'm not in the mood.. :c

Relationships

116-The last person you hugged?
My little sister
117-Story of your first kiss?
Didn't get my first kiss
118-Do you like kissing in public?
Hahah No.
119-Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Nope
120-You have a preference for boys or girls?
Boys
121-Is the male or female body closest to perfection?
None
127-What is the first thing you noticed in someone?
Their eyes maybe?
128-Are looks important in a relationship?
Sometimes.
129-What's the most superficial characteristic you look for?
Caring.
130-What's your opinion on age differences in relationships?
I don't like huge age differences.
131-Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?
Nope
133-Do you have a crush on anyone?
Uh.. I don't think so..
134-A description of the girl/boy you like:
I'm not gonna write anything r_r
135-Say 1 fact about the person you like:
He's nice?
136-If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
Okay, then move on. life doesn't stop on a person geez..
137-When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Never told anyone
138-Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Nope, it's kinda impossible.
139-Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Nah..
140-Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?
Nah
141-Have you ever wanted someone you couldn't have?
Yup, but I got over it
142-Anyone you're giving up on?
I say that I'm going to give up on someone but I never do :/
143-Have you ever liked someone you didn't expect to?
No
144-Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
My friends hate everyone better than them o_O so I guess yes
145-Have you ever liked one of your best friends?
no
146-Has anyone told you they don't want to ever lose you?
Haha yea, then they forgot.
147-Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?
No
148-Is there someone you will never forget?
I never forget the people who came to my life.
153-What's the sweetest thing anyone's ever done for you?
Made me picture because of how much they missed me.
154-What's something sweet you'd like someone to do for you?
Tell me if they really care and mean it.
157-Are you in love?
Love does not exist in my dictionary :/
158-Are you in a relationship?
Nope
159-If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
I don't have a bf
160-Are relationships ever worth it?
Sometimes
161-Is there someone mad because you're dating/talking to the person you are?
nooooo
162-Can you commit to one person?
Yes ofc
163-Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
Of course!
164-Do you ever want to get married?
I guess.
165-Do you think you'll be married in 5 years?
No
167-Do you get jealous easily?
Yes :/
168-The last time you felt jealous, and why?
I'm jealous why all my friends find happiness and I'm stuck in my place and still lonely.
169-What is your definition of cheating?
..
170-Have you ever been cheated on?
Nope
171-Do you forgive betrayal?
Depends
172-Have you ever cheated on someone?
Nope ofc!
173-Why did your last relationship fail?
Didn't have a relationship so it never failed
174-Things you want to say to an ex:
Don't have an ex (so less drama)
175-A description of the person you dislike the most:
Please learn some manners and kill yourself
176-If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
I don't have a first true love
177-How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
zero
178-How long was your longest relationship?
Didn't get a relationship!
179-You'll love me if…
?
180-Share a relationship story:
Nah

Music, movies and books

181-How often do you listen to music?
Every day!
182-What kind of music you like?
Alternative, pop and rock
183-Do you like to dance?
nope
185-Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Yes :/
186-Share a song that takes you to a certain memory in the past:
"With Ears to see and eyes to hear" by sleeping with sirens
187-A song that's been stuck in your head:
"With Ears to see and eyes to hear" by sleeping with sirens
188-Put your music player on shuffle and write the first ten songs that play:
Honestly
You da one
DATE DATE
Die young
Big big world
these things I've done
gangam style
when it rains
just be friends heartless
189-A book you want to read/have recently read:
Diary of a wimpy kid
190-Describe your dream library:
Full of manga books *__________*
191-Last movie you just watched:
Disney; Brave
192-Do you like watching what type of movies?
Fantasy, funny..idc I love lots of movies